Urgh

I’m still in love wit you . And I try oh so hard for you to text me jus so I can say that :/ hopefully you read this and hmu ..

I try so hard not to need you . Scissors under the bed tell me to use them jus one cut they say you know your worthless and need me you have no one to help you and never will . Jus one cut jus one but one turns to 10 . Struggeling to find my self in this cold world , but can’t because there is no me jus a person who should leave find out how the other world is .

The girl that made me look twice ..

* So today i think i feel in love … ive seen this girl/guy (only saying that cus im not sure if it was a bro or a chick.. ) in the hallway and i hear her do this poetry out loud thing and her voice made me so happy  but  yeah i seen her and was like omg your so cute and i touch you hair !? and she let me then my friend made me look like a creeper when i was like beautiful can i get your number ?! she yells out don’t give it to her shes a weirdo  then she jus walked away..like thanks friend ill never have a chance like that again and i will most likely never see her again or have enough “balls” talk to her ! :(( urgh i wish i knew your name cus i would facebook creep on you ! blaah shoot me in the face :o *